I have been involved in the BDSM world for over 15 yrs i began as owned slave moved to being a Top/Dominant and have learned that at heart I am a submissive man that wants to find his Lady. I seek to explore in a lifestyle setting not "play". I do not seek to worship "women", I seek to serve a Lady in mind body and soul. I am not a doormat I am not a whimp nor am I a cross-dresser. I am a boy that wants badly to feel his Lady take over in a loving manner. Submission will be total and complete but it will have to be earned. You should know I have no desire to top from the bottom, nor do I wish to switch. I am no longer able to Dominate and topping will only occur at my Ladys command. That is but a taste of me. Hopefully I will earn my role with a loving Lady.